March 21, 2012

Spring Break

This has been an interesting spring break.  We have had fevers, flu, asthma issues,lack of full night's sleep and exhaustion!  Thankfully, we did not have anything huge planned for our break since Dave's break was the week before.  Jacob asked tonight if we could have some alone time this week.  Well, that is basically impossible since all 3 kids are home with me while Dave is working.  I asked him what he wants to do and he said, "Maybe move furniture around in the livng room."  YES....that is my son.  He somehow has inherited my gene of moving furniture!  I won't tell Dave about this one.  Dave always wonders why I am constantly moving the furniture to a new arrangement in the house.  In fact, that is my major complaint about the house that we live in.  We just don't have the right size rooms to move the furniture in different spaces within the rooms. 

I have found Pinterest!  It is my new obsession that I check every night before bed.  What a great idea for whomever came up with it.  I have gotten so many ideas of crafts and quotes that I am ready to use! 

I have felt an uneasiness with one of my friends lately.  Sometimes, I feel like I put 110% into a friendship but it is not returned in that manner.  I often get hurt by this, but it happens to me over and over.  I tell myself that after it happens, I won't trust others in the way that I have been.  I won't let myself open to others as I know it will come back to get me.  And it did again last week!  I want to believe in people, my friends, but I rarely find anyone that I can true heartedly trust without getting hurt in the long run.  Is that just a part of friendship?  Is it karma from something that I have done in the past?  Is it because I have a problem with letting things go?  Hurt me once, never trust you again?  I wish that I could understand it. 

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